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Hi everyone, I’m here with just a random blog post about the recent things in my life.

I’m happy to declare that today has been and going to be a sleepy day. I’ve watched 2 seasons of Awkward, I watched some silly YouTube videos, and now I’m looking at some fashion blogs that I like. Before Tuesday, I was in very tiring actions. Like studying for midterms, or my driver license exam, or trying to write a whole research paper in one night, or working a lot.

I’ve really worked a lot in the past two weeks, because there was the 32nd Istanbul Film Festival. I was an employee in the festival so it’s been a rough two weeks because despite of the fact that I’ve chosen the empty days of mine, it’s not that cool to work 12 hours at some days. I’ve watched 13 movies, though (my favourites were Disconnect, the Man Who Laughs and the Fifth Season). Well, working is not a bad thing for me because I obviously gonna earn money from it, but these two weeks were my exam weeks as well.

None of my exams went well.

I don’t know what will happen to my grades, but I’ve promised myself to study more and work less. And actually I’m thinking about not working at all (unless they don’t pay me ridiculously small amounts of money) until the end of the spring term. I know that I will correct everything in my life if I don’t pay attention to other things except my lectures.

And an exciting new; I’m gonna go to Ankara tomorrow. This is the first time I’m gonna go out of the city just by myself (remember that I’m nearly 20 years old… ugh). I’m gonna attend to a convention in Middle East Technical University.

My expectations after I come back from Ankara is;

• write that damn research paper
• go swimming
• study

I’m eating a lot

I mean, a LOT. During the last week I ate like a monster. It’s still continuing. Somehow I relate this behaivour of mine with my stress level. I’m just so tired. So. Tired. I love to be at home, I need it.

However, I wake up so early in the morning because my fucking school is one and a half hours away from my home, and I come home so late in the night because my fucking school is one and a half hours away from my home.It means I need to come home, spend 2 hours doing family-home stuff, eating dinner, and go to sleep. And I need to wake up 5 hours later.

Thank god my classes finishes at 1 pm yesterday, THANK GOD. But I can’t be happy about it, because I need to go to a courthouse to take something for my driving license, as if a driving license is so fucking necessary for me.

I’m calming down and I’m gonna sleep after I finish this post. I’ll sleep. I’ll enjoy to get a driving license. It’s an exciting thing to drive a car. I suppose. I’m happy right now. Calmed. Down.