It’s impossible to describe how alone I feel.

And unfortunately I don’t have anything to make myself forget about this, I’m sick and I can’t go out even if the school’s started. It actually makes it worse because everybody’s doing something and you know expressing themselves about how they missed each other. It makes me feel more like sitting in the corner. I don’t feel like doing anything, until yesterday I was watching Parks and Recreation‘s old episodes over and over again, and now I don’t even want to do that anymore. I had an argument with somebody from YouTube in comments section and I was saying ridiculous things, I was really angry and I ended up apologizing.

Now I’ve come to the most miserable stage of my miserableness, and it is going through a pool called What’s in Your Bag in Flickr. I don’t have anything to do besides that. Actually I have, but I don’t feel like I’m capable to do any of those things.

  1. Vera said:

    so sad that you haven’t updated your blog in a while 😦 I found it through Rookie and I really liked it! I could really relate to you and I got inspiration to even start my own blog 🙂 anyway, I already follow you on bloglovin’ so I hope you update soon 🙂 and I hope you have a good day and forget those lonely sad days like the one you had when you wrote this post

    • isilnoir said:

      Hi, Vera. I’m sorry it’s been too long but I haven’t been visiting this blog much. I hope you can see my comment. I continue blogging in tumblr, but mostly reblogging actually. Writing makes me happy and relaxed, but I can’t seem to find the time. I’m still not sure to keep on writing in wordpress, or tumblr. But since it makes me feel calm I think I’m going to start writing again.

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